I remember my mom saying more than once, "you will understand when you have kids", and I can honestly say, I now understand, mom.
My latest worry and guilt stems from the food we sometimes feed her, and the amount of t.v. she watches. Those things just weren't an issue when she was teeny-tiny because I knew she was getting all healthy stuff from her milk, and any and all veggies and fruit we could get down her along with that, was great. We also didn't let her watch tv until the past month or so, and really never had any reason to. Now that we have a full grown toddler on our hands, she's busier, we're busier, and unfortunately we find ourselves driving through for breakfast on the way to daycare, or grabbing a fast dinner on those days of the week that have drained all the energy from us. Of course, she gets a balanced, healthy meal for lunch every day at daycare, and we do our best to feed her healthy dinners as well, but when we drive by Whataburger and Madison says, "quito" (taquito), I start to worry...
Oh, and the tv...it started with A mickey mouse clubhouse episode every once in awhile when she or Dylan and I needed a little downtime. She then started begging to watch it every time she walked into the living room. We didn't let her, but I think that is when one episode went to two in one day. She has now gotten a taste of disney movies and I have seen "Finding Nemo" so many times within the past month, I could recite it word for word in my sleep! I know that as she gets older it will be even harder to keep her from the tv, and all the other crazy gadgets we have now. It doesn't help either that when a new disney movie comes out, I think, "oh, I bet Madison would love that!". I get that a little bit of tv time is ok and that we don't need to become overly sensitive about this issue, but I am a bit worried that she is still only a couple of weeks from her second birthday and I think she would be perfectly content sitting in front of the t.v. if we just played Nemo over and over for her for hours.





